it's been two months .
yes , two months .
i can't sleep well .
i can't sleep in the night .
your won't know what i'm going through .
i'm inconsolable .
nothing can cheer me up nowwwww .
tmrw working again . ))))):
reallyreally don't feel like going ..
hehe .
just simply love today sooo much ~ !
idk why either .
hahahahahhahaahaha , oke byeeeee .
vwon't be updating much on my onsugarrrr .
visit my blog for more info . (((:
i thought you said you won't care whether i'm with a malay or chinese boyfriend ?
i thought you said you don't mind if i have a boyfriend now ?
i thought you said you give me the freedom i want ?
i thought you said you won't ask much about my outside life ?
i thought you said you will trust me & let me do everything i want ?
then what's this ?
i really don't get it .
you said , you said , yes , you said .
you hurt me you know .
wtf , listen to malay songs only what , got a prob with that is it ?
will die ah .
& please that doesn't mean i'm still with my malay boyfriend la hor .
even if it is , what can you do ?
i like leh , i just love to be with him , what can you do .
what you said earlier on ?
forget already right ?
walau really v. nb sia .
just so disappointed with you .
Don’t have to try show me what’s true love called. I’m sick and tired of this nonsense. I know what’s love, love is about giving and not taking. Love is about tolerating each other’s flaws. I know how to love, love is about loving unconditionally and not expecting anything in return. But i don’t practice what i preach. 'cause i don’t have the patience. I can’t mold the guys that i love into who i want them to be. I can’t accept the heartache that love gives 'cause i can’t take pain. And eventually i gave up totally on love. No, i did not receive alot of hurts and pains to push every guy that loves me, away. I don’t know how & why i’ve become like this. pushing love away from my life? Yes , i admit , i fall in love easily & i'm easily attracted to ppl . But when it comes to forget , i can't seems to forget the ones that i loved at all . Now that my heart’s cold and i don’t need love to warm it up, my blood’s black and i don’t need love to make it become red again. Don’t blame me that you fell in love with me. ‘Cause i did not do anything deliberately to make you fall in love with me. I hate to pretend and to act, so you fell in love with me is not my fault. This applies to all the boys out there. Don’t hate me, cause its something called, wasting time. Don’t love me, cause it also falls into the category of wasting time. Be as heartless as you can when it comes to stop loving.
i guess i really crazzyyy alreadyyy .
i bet your won't know how much food i ate .
damn lot can .
just 'cause i want to be happy .
i can't imagine myself to be like this .
i want the old me .
" Stop being sad ! "
Whenever i'm alone , i just can't help stop thinking of you .
Its hurt a lot , when there's someone out there you love , but there's no way you can have him .
God , tell me , when can i overcome this fear ?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VON !!! ((((:
Hope you enjoy yourself todayyy !
5years of friendship , nothing can break us apart , righttt ?!? ((:
Love youuu !!!
i'm back !
soooo long since i update my onsugar .
anyw , won't be updating much on onsugar .
recent updates are in my blog .
if you don't know my blog url , www.lemon-loves-strawberry.blogspot.com
do visit !
should i private my blog ?
there sooo many things i wanna voice out .
don't know whether should i keep it open or private it .
out for bible study & met renfang & shuhui & we headed to holland village ?
intend to cut my fringe , but in the end never cut la .
ha .
after that bused to orchard ,
window shopping !
hahahahahaha !
i wanna work more !
i already have in mind what i want alreadyyyyyyy ;DD
hehs .
working tmrw @ 9 am ..
bobian .
m"am called & i got to work .
but sadly , working @ tk instead of sp .
ahhh but nevermind la .
i swear my eyes are fucking irritating .
pain , pain , PAIN !
how can i going to survive tmrw ?
24hours wearing my contacts .
tmrw after work got to rush to expo for service , after service got to rush to downtown east .
trenna's bday celebration ! (:
ah got no time to rest @ all !
then sunday got to work again ..
p/s readers , haven been taking peektures ,
been busy working , shopping , & stuffs .
but soonnnnnnnnn .
hopefully tmrw there's time to .
really really touched by what my friends told me , all those who msged me , tagged me through blog .
i know they tried hard to cheer me up .
yeah , i'm touched .
really .
i'm in tears now .
oh my , just can't stop the tears .
just can't stand you .
i'm inimitable .
thanks ah .
mind you .
have your own style .
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